God’s love…

April 7th, 2007 by donnowot2use

All things dull and ugly
All creatures short and squat
All things rude and nasty
The Lord God made the lot.

Each little snake that poisons
Each little wasp that stings
He made their brutish venom
He made their horrid wings.

All things sick and cancerous
All evil great and small
All things foul and dangerous
The Lord God made them all.

Each nasty little hornet
Each beastly little squid
Who made the spikey urchin,
Who made the sharks?  He did.

All things scabbed and ulcerous
All pox both great and small
Putrid, foul and gangrenous
The Lord God made them all……

Amen

April 6th, 2007 by donnowot2use

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Amen

Forgive me father
Forgive me God
I know I’ve sinned
With no remorse
Apocalyptic visions
Went through my head Here today

Gone tomorrow
It’s all insane
I’m feeling sick
I’m feeling numb
The storm will come
In the name of God I’m the chosen one

Terror raids the land
To ashes we’ll be sent
In the name of God Lives cast away

Martyrdom of myself
Armageddon comes
In the name of God Not one more dead

Fire blasting, cutting edge
Children burn in flames
In the name of God We’re going insane

Let us die
You don’t realize
This is the time
God’s sacrifice

Leaving behind
Lesson in hate
In the name of God We’re all dead
Burn!


Kaiowas
This song is inspired by a Brasilian Indian tribe called "Kaiowas", who live
in the rain forest. They committed mass suicide as a protest against the
government, who was trying to take away their land and beliefs.

3am

April 6th, 2007 by donnowot2use

‘tiz 3 am right now i juz got home.. had a wild night…. i did not get that buzz so i cannot sleep…. but i am getting there.. lol yea.. i dont work tomorrow.. it iz go0d friday.. i think i will go back 2 the ranch thiz weekend.. o0h yea.. i been lo0king for a gym.. still cannot find 1 i like.. i think i can train on my own.. but i will not be as motivated as if someone was there talking shit.. haha..  i got some shrooms week  ago.. i had forgot about them..  thursday.. i had bout a gram… not very much.. but damn.. shit fucked me up.. i had never tripped that hard.. lol..  i was watching the history channel.. they were talking about leonardo de vince…  i donno why but the trip i had was like i was there with him.. lol.. i have one clear memory.. i was with him in some corridor.. or something..  he was trying 2 make something.. lol i donno. i knew i was trippin but i still got lost in my dream….   i could not sleep.. actually i did not want 2 sleep… everytime my body calm down.. i felt something like an electric pulse run through my body… so i had 2 keep awake.. lol go0d thing no one was here at the time.. lol.. did not want them 2 trip on me trippin.. haha  i do not know why i got so much..  i wonder if they spoil?????  lol  or iz it the spoil properties.. that give the trip?  i got 2 lo0k into it.. lol… i was thinkin go0d 4 awhile.. think everything iz kicking in now.. i cannot think!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha… ummm ok.

Filthy Rich

April 2nd, 2007 by donnowot2use

It’s the same ol’ shit in the same ass place
my studio smells like ten ash trays
my nigga still gettin’ too fucked up
And I’m still smokin’ too much blunts
Haters always gon’ run they mouth
And keep tryin’ to take me out
Mama always gonna worry herself
And me I can’t forget the pain I felt
Even though I drive a new 6 double 0
They be thinkin’ like "What is Los frontin’ for?"
I bought a club and they filled up with envy
Now every body pissed cuz they can’t get in free
New enemies still poppin’ up
Throw away gats still chop ‘em up
I walk in and the whole club stands still
More money more problems that’s real

This is what an ol’ G told me
filthy rich and dyin’ lonely
"Fuck a benz and fuck a rolly, life is what you make it, homie."

This is what an ol’ G told me
filthy rich and dyin’ lonely
"Fuck a benz and fuck a rolly, life is what you make it, homie."

My little baby-girl just turned 6
I gave her the biggest room in my crib
she gets what she wants so does her mama
I don’t think they know the value of a dollar
fine-ass bitches all in my limosine
I just wish I was jumpin’ on my trampoline
But my babies I miss my children
To me that’s worth more than trillions and trillions
She calls me "Fat-boy" says I’m "loco"
And she doesn’t understand when I gotta go
Hope she doesn’t think I don’t wanna be wit her
Hope she knows that it hurts not to be wit her
Hope she knows that wit her I’m the happiest
I can’t make it to her piano practices
When I was young my ol’ man left us
And I pray dat she won’t be like I was

This is what an ol’ G told me
filthy rich and dyin’ lonely
"Fuck a benz and fuck a rolly, life is what you make it, homie."

This is what an ol’ G told me
filthy rich and dyin’ lonely
"Fuck a benz and fuck a rolly, life is what you make it, homie."

Playa hataz wanna play me close
Do you really wanna meet Carlos?
Do you really wanna feel my wrath?
Mad cuz your bitch want my aut-o-graph
Nigga I don’t wanna fuck yo’ hoe
But I’ll let her suck my dick and lick my ass-hole (ha-hah)
Started out with a silly game of footsie
Now I got her eatin’ out her best friends pussy
Rollin’ hydro sippin’ on Chris
When I was broke I would dream about this
Get my back rubbed in a big bath tub
I don’t know her name but she’s showin mad love
I got 7 G’s sittin’ in my pants
And my jewlry is underneath those lamps
I’m gettin’ sleepy all you hoes gotta bail
Once again I’m in the bed by myself
All alone in another city
I get my bill the Chris was 9.50
2 G’s for them bottles of Don P
It was just me and the hoes was free

This is what an ol’ G told me
filthy rich and dyin’ lonely
"Fuck a benz and fuck a rolly, life is what you make it, homie."

This is what an ol’ G told me
filthy rich and dyin’ lonely
"Fuck a benz and fuck a rolly, life is what you make it, homie."

Yeah, fuck a benz, fuck a rolly, family comes first, and I’m alone,
Ye-e-e-eah.
This is what an ol’ G told me, He died lonely…

wot do u think????u know who  u are :P

First Blog..

April 1st, 2007 by donnowot2use

HmMMm i donno.. i’ve read other ppls blogs and stuff… guess i will try it.. lol thiz weekend was pretty go0d.. had a party for my cousin.. hiz bday iz on on fo0ls day.. lol.. but we went out saturday night.. her gf invited.. some of her friends and 1 of her cousin’s.. was nice.. til i stop remembering.. haha.. got 2 go back 2 work tomorrow.. it iz ok.. still waiting for my raise.. fuckers need 2 get up 2 date.. i will give thiz  company another 2 weeks.. (i get paid bi-weekly) if not.. fuck them.. only reason i like the company iz because of my position.. but i am not getting paid enough 2 do what i do.. fuckers..  maybe one of them will read thiz by accident.. haha.. donno.. juz gotta give them another 14 days.. haha..

    I been lo0king for a gym since friday.. i want 2 try amature boxing..  need something 2 vent out my frustration.. lol.. i doubt i will ever win.. juz want some thing 2 do and someone 2 hit…. so far no luck.. would be nice if i could find a gym that does… like ufc fighiing.. plain boxin iz kinda bored.. actually iz hard for me.. haha.. but i would like 2 try it out. c what happens.. need a gym and a trainer.. lol.. yea.. right now. i am juz chillin… kind a atrip.. i met a girl on here that i had not seen in years..  i missed her… always wondered how she was doing and she found me here haha.. i do not know how that will go.. u know the saying if u love someone let them go.. if they return. it was meant 2 be.. haha.. if not then fuck it.. :P shit happens.. haha..  i guess thiz iz all for now.. yup..